music to listen to: 

Christina Courtin 

Emily King 

my year is changed because of a few hours in a small music place with exposed bring and gin and tonic. 

being in that spot is the only time I can remember in these past few months where I was in the moment-- really in the moment and knowing that it was okay to be there and things are awesome and lovely and wonderful when you're living in the moment and things only matter for that time where you're there and living. My mind could not be distracted. i felt connected to the vibe and energy that was created. like i was a part of it and nothing outside those glass windows mattered and damn. 

So I'm really trying to put links to some youtube videos but I actually have no idea what I'm doing. Youtube those two.